No more apologies: Settling into being...me.

 
2013 has been a whirlwind for me...
I've had so many lessons...
learned so much about myself...
acknowledged all of it...
accepted some of it...
and left the rest with my God...
 
 
I've grown
a lot
and its just March...
 
 
At this point
I know these things to be true
about me
and I don't apologize for them...anymore...
 
 
I set high goals for myself. Its just how I'm made.
I don't make any apologies for it...anymore.
I am in motion much of the time...
Always on my way to someplace...to do something...
It probably looks crazy to some folks...but it is part of me, doing me, living my life.
 
 
I am an establisher...sometimes a restorer. Its what I was made for.
I don't make any apologies for it...anymore.
I come from a line of people who build things anew...and repair or refurb the old...its what we do...
While I have some of these natural gifts...
I am gifted with spiritual ones too...
 
 
I am an overcomer...not just a survivor. God made me strong.
I don't many any apologies for it...anymore.
I can't really explain it...
Most would have broken by now...
But God...HE...fashioned me to go through it all...for something greater...
 
 
I am smart and wise. Knowledge and understanding are part of my inheritance from God.
I don't make any apologies for it...anymore.
Now God is teaching me not to over-analyze everything...
and not to be afraid to move when I hear his voice...even though the numbers don't add up...
to listen to my heart and my head...
 
 
I am a warrior...but I don't often announce it. Its just part of who I am.
I don't make any apologies for it...anymore.
I've learned to chose my battles and my weapons carefully
...even how and when to fight.
But I've also learned when to let go, when to walk away from fights that are over or were never mine.
 
 
I am a squishy. My tough exterior was built to protect my gentle heart.
I don't make any apologies for it...anymore.
I used to think this was a weakness...
but I've learned that it also makes me passionate and open to great love...
I will likely always guard this heart of mine, but I have given up restricting its capacity for love.
 
 
That's all for now...
 
 
Love you much!








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